12 Month Lookback – Reminiscing & Pivots

Sometimes I need to get the words out. Often, probably like today, the words just come out and may not make sense to anyone but me. In this moment, I embrace that. Also, please be patient with me as I practice using commas properly. This is my 12 month lookback of where I started and what inspired this creative space.

One year ago (in February 2024) I was planning on starting a business selling on Amazon. As an Amazon reseller. Fast forward to today, here we are sitting all cozy at the Luna Haven Studio.

It was all planned out. I even had a specific notebook for all the things. I was watching the YouTube videos, making a list of courses I wanted to purchase, and a list of software I was sure to need for the Amazon business like it was my full time job. Only to discover a fee increase cutting into the slimming profit margins of many sellers.

I did purchase a lead generating package from a company who gave monthly leads for buying products retail and selling at a profit…only that wasn’t an option for me. There must have been a significant difference in between prices of items where the list-makers lived and me. I live in Washington state in the U.S., one of the states with a higher cost of living. I had forgotten about this attempt until I found some old notes which inspired this lookback.

Buying wholesale products required a large amount at a large cost with no margin for profit. Local discount stores weren’t really discounted. Thrifting isn’t an option. So I crossed that idea off my list. I was discouraged to say the least. I won’t get into thoughts about the cost of living increasing while profits at these very large companies still grow and are into the billions.

Wood, moss, stick, paper, and textile mixed media art piece with a raven and the word Nevermore

Somehow I ended up on an online selling and auction platform where we can pretty much sell anything.

I was able to make friends in the craft supply community with some of my newfound friends also selling handmade items. Well shit, I loved making cards and small journals so this seemed ideal. What artsy journal lover wouldn’t want to make and sell for a living?!

My time there was unforgettable. It really was the people. And I felt like a million bucks knowing people loved the journals I grew into making and not only did I feel seen but I was able to pause, enjoy the moment, and see my fellow creators as they also hosted their live shows.

But all of that wasn’t what I had set out to do. Please know I described in very short summary the great parts about that platform which is what made it hard to step back and sort of step out away from there for a short while so I could take a breather.

I had the opportunity to begin a little something on the side which would take a significant amount of time so I saw it as the ideal moment to step back. I even left a group I had been part of since last summer, which was a difficult choice to make.

Over the last 2 weeks I’ve revisited what I was aiming to accomplish before and was able to fine tune what I am aiming to start now.

I want to dig into a deeper connection with myself and I wanted to share my journey with anyone who felt inspired to pause and listen because they were likely on a similar journey. An intuitive delf discovery journey.

I’d love to make new friends who could relate and who have stories of their own. A human to human connection.

I aim to facilitate a space for the person who needs a moment to experience the calm, healing energy.

And so it is.